Fears.

My fears have been a consistent thing throughout the illustration course because I'm always one to worry, but mainly my fears always evolve around not staying active and just keeping myself on the go with illustration. The course keeps me updated with events, important announcements, meetings, competitions, clients and many other things and this is a good thing obviously but I find myself relying on the course to feed me this information rather then going out there myself and getting it my own way. Because when I graduate I'll turn lazy and I'll end up working in something else rather doing the things I love which is illustrating. So its just trying to stay updated and keep finding ways to get my work out there myself. Before I started the course I didn't realize there were so many ways on getting exposure and getting work for yourself and when you find the smaller jobs they lead to bigger commissions so its just experiencing the journey until you get there. There have been fears along the way but as I've carried on my confidence has grew.